Things really did seem like they were getting better. Did seem. I was hanging out with the gang more often. Danceline was slacking up on me some. My mom seemed to actaully care. But... it doens't sseem that way anymore. I leave to go out of town Sunday morning. The gang went to Sarah's best friends house so they was like a backstab. They won't see me for a week and here they are hanging out with my ex-best friend. Danceline is honestly getting a little better. The sponsor has made me realise some girls won't listen to me and that's ok. Still. I am an officer. They should listen. Mom is just angry. She is so angry about the phone bill which really is my fault. Calls to Peter when he was in Tennesse racked up to a grand total of over 30 dollars. I just hate the way things are working out. I hate it so much. But that's life.

kat