I emailed an old friend I hadn't talked to in a while. That night I gave him a call and then we talked for over 3 hours. I grew so much closer to Evan in 3 hours then I thought was humanly possible.

He took me out to a place in the middle of no where. We sat and watched stars through gaping holes of clouds in the sky. He sang to me. I have never had a person sing souly to me. It was wonderful. His voice is so great and I just sat in awe and listened. His voice was so crisp in the night air and my heart just melted. We were sitting surrounded by a field of crops and on the horizon all you could see were trees. The city lights sat in a bubble and the few stars that were out were dazzling. Dispatch- Two Coins has never sounded so great.

I'm not completely sure what's going on with us. I know there is a mutual intrest and a possibility of dating. I love it. I love how silly we can be and how we can joke about any and everything. I love how we can cuddle in the cutest ways. me curled up in a ball, his head resting on my knees and my head on his cheast. I love how we can have serious conversations and see eye to eye so clearly. I love how he can open my eyes to things I've never considered. I love how he can make me think. It's so great to have these feelings again.

I had just gotten back to being 100 percent single. I have however, proven to myself that I don't need a guy. It's good to know and now I can be better in a relationship because of it.

I am so excited about him and I'm still singing Dispatch- Two coins.

kat