And then it was over- the group no more. Josh with to much power, everyone else with out enough courage or intelligence to question it.

-Squig and Bree gone on their own free will. Together.

-Me removed from Josh and I my relationship. Then the group.

-Peter left this morning. (There was a group that went to see him off, I wasn’t invited. And that hurt.)

So Josh and Chris are left. With a few randomly changing girls, one of which was my best friend- way back when. She has so much hate for me now. That is so hard to understand. But it happens.

So the group is over in a dramatic high school fashion. And everyone is so enraged with everyone else. Everyone is bitter. Bitter to the bone.

And me. Well. I just want my best friends back.

kat