And I can't get my head straight. And I don't know what I want. And I don'tknow what impulses are pushing me. Or the sly glances and fingers signalling me over. And I don't know what world I'm in or what day it is. Or why I wake up in the morning. And I don't what I call this everyday thing... "life?" I don't know who I am or what I'm doing or waht my purpose is? I don't see in front of me. I don't see behind me. I can't stand what is on the sides of me and this all backwards. It's all wrong. Everything is wrong. The impulses are wrong. The day is wrong. This "life" is wrong. They're all wrong. But me- I'm certainly not wrong. Never wrong. I couldn't be wrong. Thats impossible. I'm me. Kat is never wrong. Kat is always right....

But maybe Kat- maybe you're wrong about this...

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