I let them go. All of them. I've walked away. From them. From the boys. I've left them alone. Not for anyone but for me. But you. You walked in my life. And I just want to walk away from you. But now that you may become a part of mine. I can't walk away from you. I can't. I don't want them. I don't need them. But- for some reason I want you. I don't need you. I don't need this though. I don't need the confusion. I need to walk away and close my eyes- but how can you walk away from something that isn't really there. I need to think. I need to breathe. But since we first spoke- all that has been on mind is you.

kat