Friday. Ah yes the glorious Friday I had so anticipated. Tuesday Josh asked me on a date for Friday. And as expected... it was canceled. His dad found out about his DUI and so he was laying low.

I went to dinner with Jennifer-- we haven't really talked or hung out in over a week so that was refreshing. We went back to her house and didn't girly stuff. I taught her a cheer that she plans on teaching the little girls she coaches (allstar cheerleaders... I remember those days). Josh and I had been text messaging so after I left her house I went to get gas then headed over to his friends. I parked and as he walked to my car he told me Gabe had just pulled up. They had even passed each other as he walked in and Josh walked out. We walked in long enough for me to see 2 people I know. 2 other girls that hated me and Gabe sitting in the seat that once was Josh's. We looked at each other and he immeadiately turned and went for the door. I followed him outside.

"What's wrong?" I asked wrapping my arms around his waste.

"You know.." he closed his eyes and dropped his head with a sigh, "It just makes me feel uncomfortable."

"It shouldn't," I assured him. I kissed his cheek and then he kissed my lips. At that moment Griffin (the boy Sara was long ago obsessed with) busted through the door. He was laughing in a drunken state of hysteria. We talked for a while and as more people pulled up we all started chatting. Josh pulled me away to my Clifford (my jeep). We jumped in and went to the cafe for chais.

After sitting and chatting in the warm atmosphere I felt better about us. We were talking. We were laughing and smiling and talking and it felt so great. He looked at his was.

"It's 10:30, dude, we better get out of here."

As I was pulling out of the parking lot I saw Jeremy and his family walking in. Perfect timing... I would have loved to stay and visit with them for a while but as Josh being the first guy since Jeremy and Jeremy not recovering at all from our break up-- it just didn't seem like the best idea.

We headed back to his friends. We tryed to fix my car (the light wasn't going out for some reason). It wasn't working to well. I was planning on staying but after not being able to fix my car I decided it was better to leave. He kissed me and looked at me, "You want to go do this some where else?" I asked him.

He laughed and said yes so we came back to my house...Then fixed my car.

kat