The 14th is passed and gone. And I am relieved. And I'm not forcing things anymore. If someone wants to hang out they can call me and so they do. Allen called Friday. We hung out. The hot guy I've been seeing in the library turns out to be Josh's friend(1 of the original 3 not my Josh). So we're haning out tonight. Last night I was suppose to hang out with Alex.. he didn't call me for an hour to tell me what was going on. I got stood up on Valentines. Yes. So then I went out with Brad. I'm afraid he has the wrong idea now. I went out with Evan last night. And the hot guy and I are going to the library tonight.

And I'm not forcing anything. I'm letting things happen. Not calling boys letting them call me. Sitting back saying yes to do things if I don't have other plans.

The hot guy from the library has great potential though.

But I still miss Josh--

kat